Saturday Night Live – Jesse Eisenberg Monologue – Video – NBC.com

Saturday Night Live – Jesse Eisenberg Monologue – Video – NBC.com.

My Husband

This is Jesse Eisenberg. He is the most gorgeous man I have laid eyes on. He is 27 going on 28 this year. Age does not matter to me, it is nothing but a number. I am going to marry him. He’s amazingly cute. I am so in LOVE with him.

Right Decision?

So I admit I messed up through out high school, but it’s not okay to make me suffer. If there is a easier way to finish school then wouldn’t you want me to? I guess not if your forcing me to stay here in school and suffer having to be stressed almost everyday. It is the same thing. I’d still being doing school, getting a grade, taking tests, the whole 9 yards. The only difference is that I wont have to sit in a class for more than 2 hours, I’d be working at my own pace, and it is less stressful.

At this very moment I do not want to stay in regular school. As of now my goal is to finish school as soon as I can. It may not be the right decision but it is a risk and consequence I am going to have to deal with if I do decide to what you call “drop out”. It is not dropping out, it is just simply finishing school somewhere other than at a high school. Honestly there is no difference, I am still getting my GED which is equivelent to a high school diploma. This is the decision I have made and I am sticking to. No going back!

Just please don’t make me stay there. Let me finish school early so I can get my life started.   PLEASE??

Decisions Decisions!

So lately I’ve been thinking about the important things that I really haven’t focused on. I have to complete 3 adult school  classes and they are not very easy. I’m taking english 9a & 9b, and geometry. not exactly what I want to be doing afterschool and on Saturdays, but if I want to graduate then I have to finish these 3 classes before may. Wish me luck!

I also have really rethought what I want my major to be. at first I wanted to study social work, but now I am not so sure if that is what I want to do anymore . I think what I want to major in is journalism. I am not quite sure that I really want to pursue a career in social work anymore because I cannot picture myself having to see children be put into foster homes I don’t think I am emotionally ready to have to deal with situations such as these. I don’t think I can do it. Writing has always been something I have thought about doing but really have not put as much effort into pursuing. I think it is because I have led myself to believe that I am not capable to actually doing such. I have low self-esteem and I think that is something I have to work on. Well these are just thoughts that have been running through my head. These are just 1 of many things I have been thinking of lately. I have many decisions to make, I hope I am physically and mentally prepared to make these decisions.

FAFSA

Started my fafsa application today. Well actually doing it now as I type. It is so hard and after i pass the student registration it takes FOREVER to load. Ive been waiting i say a good 10 mins already. Its so annoying. Anyways the deadline for fafsa is March 2, so if i were you and you still havent applied for it, i’d get to it.

1st Day Back

School started today. It actually wasnt what i though it would be. I had a good day. I was so happy to see all my friends. I truly missed them, and my teachers.

5th period was good because i had a sub.

6th was good too because i actually did my homework.

7th was fun because i sat next to my pop(friend) 🙂

8th, well i have service so my 8th is always fun.

Im really looking fotward to tomorrow. Going to see that special someone<3  So im really excited for that.  All in all my day was GREAT! Not what i expected it to be.

Looking back at 2010.

Jan- Had lots of fun.

Feb-Valentines ”SUCKED” dont really like it much

March- Great great grandma passed away 😦

April- My 17th bday. Grandma and grandpa got back from mexico just in time!

May-Dont really remember much…

June- Graduation day.  Got to see my two best freinds graduate!! love them<3. Went to gradnite with the besties and unfortunatly got arrested for something so “STUPID”!

July- S U M M E R T I M E !

August-?

Sept- First day of senior year! whoo whoo!

Oct- Not much was going on then…

Nov- Thanksgiving with the fam<3 Was with him.

Dec- Worst month out of the entire year. Thank god for my friends, helped me get through it all. Took my sat’s! Christmas<3

New Beginning!

Well it is now the year of 2011 and  I’m hoping things go a lot better for myself. I started a blog to express the things I’m going through as a  seventeen year old girl. The things that go on in my life. I have been writing for about a month now. Its  pretty cool, I just wish more people would comment and give me feedback. Its okay though.

Well in the past few days things have been going good. My mom started her year off fresh and ready to  move on to the future. She bought a new car. It’s a 2010 Kia Forte. Its so nice, I’m really happy for her.  The process of getting a new car was tough, I mean really tough . The first day we went was new years  eve , things were going good UNTIL the guy told us she needed insurance and since my mom didn’t have  insurance we couldn’t proceed with getting the car. Then we went on Monday and as we were about 5  mins away my mom realized that she forgot her check stubs. They couldn’t do anything about it. Luckily  the car salesman was like super nice we “test drove” a car all the way back to my moms house to get  her check stubs and eventually we drove home in her new car. We spent almost 6 hours there, but it  was all worth it to see my mom happy.

As for myself I’m doing ok, I haven’t got into any trouble or got into any arguments  which is really good.  I finally got over him and were friends so that’s good too. School hasn’t started and I still haven’t  finished my homework. School starts next Monday. Which means I need to stop procrastinating and  finish it before the weekend starts.  Well this is officially my last year as a high school student. I’m really  scared that something might go wrong and I wont be able to graduate.  That’s the only thing I’m afraid  of. My mom keeps telling me that if I continue to try my best and actually do my work that everything  will be ok, but its not that easy. I have so much on my plate that sometimes I’m afraid that I cant handle  it all. I have regular school, and 4 adult school classes I need to make sure I pass. I’m just really worried  that I wont be able to finish everything on time.  I just hope everything goes well and do everything that  needs to be done before at least before late April early May.

Well as in terms for guys I think I should hold off on having a boyfriend. I just think its to much for me  right now, with school and everything it would be just to hard to maintain both at the same time.  There  is one person I have my eye on. He seems really nice and we aren’t like talking talking  but we do text  and I guess you can say we flirt a little. So we’ll see what happens there. 

Well its 1:44pm and I still haven’t done any homework so I guess this is it for now. I will be posting more  stuff like pictures and etc.

Love Always Jessica

Good Bye 2010, Hello 2011!!

Well  i dont have much to write but as we all know today is new years eve, and its the end of 2010 and the start of a new year. Well I just want to say is I hope everyone has a fun and safe new years eve. For those who plan on drinking be safe, dont over do it. Have fun and lets make 2011 a great  year. HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!

Love Jessica

Braces!

So I just found out that im getting my braces off in August of 2011. Im so happy because its right before I start college. Im excited to see how my teeth look. I got so used to having braces. Im actually kind of scared to see how Im going to look without them. Im super excited for the summer, now I have something to look forward to. Yey!